Blue Angel

Sweetheart I have seen the hours of the day.

Roll right past you like a windy wave.

And when you finally take the time.

To look behind.

Teardrops will fall.

Because that's when you see.

Was it all just for fun?

Was it only passing time?

Was it all just make believe?

My Angel.

My sweet blue Angel.

Blue Angel!

Sweetheart when the sky is grey.

Start singing and don't forget it doesn't have to slip away.

Just drift away into a sleepy nursery rhyme.

And don't ever ask why.

Start singing for sanity.

You'll be.

Twisted yet crowned.

Laughing at the clowns.

And baby there will be shooting stars.

My Angel.

My sweet blue Angel.

Blue Angel!

Don't ever let that broken heart beat you.

You are an Angel.

Blue.... for now

But... an Angel

My Angel.

My sweet blue Angel.

Blue Angel!

Wow - E

Fly on the wall, listen while falling.

Through the other side of the mirror.

But when walls don't fall.

And all feelings are foreign.

You need to turn around my dear.

Relegate and confiscate.

Justify and congregate.

Wow - E!

News of the day.

Why is the judge in town?

Bouncing babies on his knee.

He starts speaking the words

That have no meaning.

In all newspapers and dreams.

Complicate and negotiate.

Fall apart and take the bait.

Wow - E!

Get stuck in the race.

A fast and blinding pace.

Swallowed up in the corporate rage.

They're wanting words that kill you.

Wow - E!

Dress up in blue.

Shades yourself in the corner.

Bend down on your knees.

Pray for freedom at night.

And fade into the sunshine.

Then realize the scheme.

Disconnect and leave the wreck.

Cut all ties and then feel the effects of.........

Wow - E!

(Nothing can be so frightening as jumping out of an airplane or a

steam rolling ship across the ocean! Yet as men we do it! We consistently risk

all...... for what? Love? God? Our own egos? Figure it out?

Wow - E!

Whatever?

Off into the distance, a spirit I certainly saw.

With morals of solitude yet a soul deranged by laws.

The voices whispered in the wind.

Oh Lord.. whispered so gracefully.

And softly crossed my mountains.

It whispered just to me!

I wished my soul.

Whatever.

And I know now my home.

Is whatever.

I know my heart can beat like brand new.

Lord I have seen the stars shining right through you.....

But.... whatever!

I know what's blue.

Whatever.

And I have always have fantasized.

Whatever.

I've tasted you, I've tasted it on my yesterdays.

And I've been with you but couldn't seem to get......

Whatever!

I dream the that you.

Whatever.

Because I know the truth is.

Whatever.

I feel your desire blowing through my hair.

Like a silent whispering willow I know you're there.

Whatever!

I offered up my consistence.

And I fell upon my knees.

And wept for your clairvoyance.

When I felt a whirling breeze.

Just looking for admission.

But it feels so endlessly.

Do I need to climb a mountain.

To show that I'm in need.

Whatever!

16 Years Ago

Alone again.

Comfortably numb.

Just like my Mother said.

Feeling old and broken down.

Wasting time.

Watching all my dreams unwind.

Teardrops fall.

I'm in cloudy dreams.

All I knew was you and me?

I touched your cheek.

And felt the ecstasy.

I was simply smiling baby so in disbelief.

16 years ago

A babe in my arms.

16 years ago.

Chains around my heart.

After going down the hall.

Take me away from this unbelievable .

All I got is my mind.

And honestly.

That has left me behind.

16 years ago

A babe in my arms.

16 years ago.

Sometimes when I get obsessed.

For reasons out of my reach.

I feel I got to play my cards before it's to late.

But the cards keep on changing.

Only change to hurt me?

They are always constantly changing.

Changing to break my family.

And sometimes when I get depressed.

And fall inside my head.

I feel that I should float away and join the living dead.

Then a wave starts flowing.

Flowing through my heart.

And when this wave is flowing.

I go to God and turn into a shark.

16 years ago

A babe in my arms.

16 years ago.

Broken Hearted

She's got a love that I've never known.

Wrap my heart up in a bow.

I'm broken Hearted.

She's got a passion that I got to have.

You let me have it then you let me down.

I'm broken hearted.

Lover know if you could see my eyes.

You would see all the tears I've cried.

Open up... we'll take it for a ride.

She's got her own life - she's on her own.

Break my life down one more time.

I'm broken hearted.

She's got a look deep in her eyes.

Always left me hypnotized.

Now I'm broken hearted.

Baby I'm sorry for doing next to nothing

After the bells when we heard them ring.

I fell to my knees... just wanted to fly away!

You know my dreams yes you know them well.

You lifted me over the hill.

Yet now I'm broken hearted.

You took your love and left me here.

And now nothing seems at all clear.

I'm broken hearted.

Lover know if you could see my eyes.

You would see all the tears I've cried.

Open up... we'll find a highway in the sky!

She's got a love that I've never known.

Wrap my heart up in a bow.

Well.......................

I'm just broken hearted!

Dreamers

Drifters and dreamers are on of the same.

Go through their lifetime.

Intensely in pain.

But sometimes a dream....

Is realized.

I know it when I see your eyes!

I've been through some heartaches.

That break most men down.

Seen my loves and lives.

Come and go.

Like the sun going down.

But if you can hold on.

Real tight.

A dream can true overnight!

Dreamers........ dream on!

Love has a reason.

We just don't exist.

Because I've held my babies.

And I believe the reason is this.

I held you in my arms at night.

And sweetheart I know.

I just can't seem to let go.

Dreamers.......... dream on!

Felt it in music.

Touched you with a kiss.

I've been to Memphis baby.

And there I only wished.

Wished that I was Elvis.

Singing you this song.

Assuring you nothing can go wrong.

Dreamers........... dream on!

Baby your grace is never gone.

Just know I'm missing you.

You are out there smiling.

And me I'm just a fool.

But sometimes a fool.

Finds the light.

I know it when you come to my dreams at night.

Dreamers........... dream on!

Get Out

Am I centurion or millennium bound?
Gracefully standing before falling down.
And am I viscous for counting myself out?
Sparkling and gleaming like a diamond no doubt.

And if I could hear sounds that whisper through my shouts.
I would find a safety line and certainly climb out.
And if I could feel life piercing through my heart.
I think I'd have to look away and hope to just get out

Soon in time I'll get away.
And in my mind it'll be okay.
I'll find the strength that takes me away.
And get out!

I'll go exterior and turn everything inside out.
Knowing my perimeters are simply circling 'round.
And then I'll fixate on a dark and gloomy crowd.
Rinsing off the raindrops that are always falling down.

And if I could see all the hurricanes in flowers.
I would swallow all my lies and finally choke them down.
And then in a tear drop I would wipe away my smile.
Washing all my pain away and hope to just get out.

Soon in time I'll get away.
And in my mind it'll be okay.
I'll find the strength that takes me away.
And get out!

Am I adjourning like a jury to wore down?
Judging to quickly and ruling myself out.
And am I sickened when my hands are tied?
Believing in freedom of views before I choose to hide.

And if I should find love sailing within the horizon I found.
Drifting deep and way beyond the blurry world of frowns.
I think that I would wonder while tearing down my front.
Should I cast away my weary eyes and choose to just get out?

Soon in time I'll get away.
And in my mind it'll be okay.
I'll find the strength that takes me away.
And get out!
Get out!

With You!

All I really want sweet babe.

Is to wipe your tears away.

I've come to see you here.

Looking down on me.

And feel your Angels dreams.

Like watching falling leaves from trees.

I want to be with you!

Sitting on a hillside.

I've come to know and realize.

Life is only for awhile.

Then soon I'll be with you.

On clouds as heaven blooms.

I'll always be with you!

The sun shining down on me.

My soft eyed baby it's you and me.

I love you more than you can dream.

Just want to be with you.

My sleeplessness nights consumed.

Of being there with you!

Heaven I'm sure holds a special place.

For those who know Loves not to waste.

And better yet there's no disgrace.

To wish I was with you.

Still hanging on to what we dreamed.

And feeling your tiny warm heartbeat.

I wish I was with you!

Oh baby... I dream of being with you!

With You!

Her Name Is Music

The first man in black.

Was the great Johnny Cash.

So Fuck you!

Empty headed minds.

Go to hell all you evil scholars.

Walk across the railroad tracks.

And see your sorry ass turning back.

So Fuck you!

And your vain and senseless lives.

Stab my back all you hypocrites.

Changes came and paved the way.

Made the music you hear today.

Ohhh Fuck you!

Juvenile minds.

The endless pointless surreal crimes.

Her name is music.

Been around since the dawn of time.

So Fuck you!

All you goo-goo-ga-joobs.

Wanna bees are repugnant.

Why?

Close your eyes and relax.

Just drift away.

You're not dying.

You're only crying.

Baby you're not dying.

Only crying.

Sweet little girl it's cold.

In this world.

But when it's raining.

On your dreams.

Remember it's not always.

What it seems.

Sometimes.. I'm wondering and pondering.

Yeh sometimes.. I'm wondering and pondering.

Why?

I'm asking why?

Once upon a time I had a feeling.

That was always there.

And it will lead you.

Not leave you.

The feeling takes you there.

And never leaves you.

Sometimes.. I'm wondering and pondering.

Yeh sometimes.. I'm wondering and pondering.

Why?

I'm asking why?

Hold out your arms.

It's there.

Waiting for you.

We are all dreamers.

Sometimes not seeing.

It's easy dreaming.

Don't have to believe in.

Sometimes.. I'm wondering and pondering.

Yeh sometimes.. I'm wondering and pondering.

Why?

I'm asking why?

Sometimes.. I'm wondering and pondering.

Yeh sometimes.. I'm wondering and pondering.

Why?

I'm asking why?